At first! A relief in the shift this change of suffering feels like bliss the release of a burden lifted But alas! I am still trapped this leash of attachment kept me stuck and now I must adapt to a different life, a familiar name and the same shit strife it’s karma and I’m hooked again!
“Worry“
“Winter Sun” – SOLD
“Purgatory“
“So what?” – SOLD
“For later” – bookmark-sized
“‘Huh?’ – The Daydreamer“
“A Dark Cloud Follows“
“Can’t win em all“
“I Dream of Joker“
“I’m gonna eat you up”
All for sale; $25; inquire by contact; pick-up only
Scratch the aforementioned Seven Brothers thing – this week’s yearned for aesthetic is The Man From Snowy River:
movies based on poems
wild Australian outback
wild horses
dead parents
mountain boys
boys becoming men
saddles & sunsets
stallions being broken
1880s bad girls
running away from home
hard country
hard men
men in leather (brown)
damn Yankees
cooking fires
trains & mountains
Ol’ Clancy sneaking around
*Big Sigh*
*Cheesy Trailer Warning*
*Climactic Spoiler Alert*
the verse that started it all:
The Man From Snowy River a poem by Banjo Paterson
There was movement at the station, for the word had passed around That colt from old Regret had got away, And had joined the wild bush horses – he was worth a thousand pound, So all the cracks had gathered to the fray. All the tried and noted riders from the stations near and far Had mustered at the homestead overnight, For the bushmen love hard riding where the wild bush horses are, And the stockhorse snuffs the battle with delight.
There was Harrison, who made his pile when Pardon won the cup, The old man with his hair as white as snow; But few could ride beside him when his blood was fairly up – He would go wherever horse and man could go. And Clancy of the Overflow came down to lend a hand, No better horseman ever held the reins; For never horse could throw him while the saddle girths would stand, He learnt to ride while droving on the plains.
And one was there, a stripling on a small and weedy beast, He was something like a racehorse undersized, With a touch of Timor pony – three parts thoroughbred at least – And such as are by mountain horsemen prized. He was hard and tough and wiry – just the sort that won’t say die – There was courage in his quick impatient tread; And he bore the badge of gameness in his bright and fiery eye, And the proud and lofty carriage of his head.
But still so slight and weedy, one would doubt his power to stay, And the old man said, ‘That horse will never do For a long and tiring gallop – lad, you’d better stop away, Those hills are far too rough for such as you.’ So he waited sad and wistful – only Clancy stood his friend – ‘I think we ought to let him come,’ he said; ‘I warrant he’ll be with us when he’s wanted at the end, For both his horse and he are mountain bred.
‘He hails from Snowy River, up by Kosciusko’s side, Where the hills are twice as steep and twice as rough, Where a horse’s hoofs strike firelight from the flint stones every stride, The man that holds his own is good enough. And the Snowy River riders on the mountains make their home, Where the river runs those giant hills between; I have seen full many horsemen since I first commenced to roam, But nowhere yet such horsemen I have seen.’
So he went – they found the horses by the big mimosa clump – They raced away towards the mountain’s brow, And the old man gave his orders, ‘Boys, go at them from the jump, No use to try for fancy riding now. And, Clancy, you must wheel them, try and wheel them to the right. Ride boldly, lad, and never fear the spills, For never yet was rider that could keep the mob in sight, If once they gain the shelter of those hills.’
So Clancy rode to wheel them – he was racing on the wing Where the best and boldest riders take their place, And he raced his stockhorse past them, and he made the ranges ring With the stockwhip, as he met them face to face. Then they halted for a moment, while he swung the dreadful lash, But they saw their well-loved mountain full in view, And they charged beneath the stockwhip with a sharp and sudden dash, And off into the mountain scrub they flew.
Then fast the horsemen followed, where the gorges deep and black Resounded to the thunder of their tread, And the stockwhips woke the echoes, and they fiercely answered back From cliffs and crags that beetled overhead. And upward, ever upward, the wild horses held their way, where mountain ash and kurrajong grew wide; And the old man muttered fiercely, ‘ We may bid the mob good day, No man can hold them down the other side.’
When they reached the mountain’s summit, even Clancy took a pull, It well might make the boldest hold their breath, The wild hop scrub grew thickly, and the hidden ground was full Of wombat holes, and any slip was death. But the man from Snowy River let the pony have his head, And he swung his stockwhip round and gave a cheer, And he raced him down the mountain like a torrent down its bed, While the others stood and watched in very fear.
He sent the flint stones flying, but the pony kept his feet, He cleared the fallen timber in his stride, And the man from Snowy River never shifted in his seat – It was grand to see that mountain horseman ride. Through the stringybarks and saplings, on the rough and broken ground, Down the hillside at a racing pace he went; And he never drew the bridle till he landed safe and sound, At the bottom of that terrible descent.
He was right among the horses as they climbed the further hill, And the watchers on the mountain standing mute, Saw him ply the stockwhip fiercely, he was right among them still, As he raced across the clearing in pursuit. Then they lost him for a moment, where two mountain gullies met In the ranges, but a final glimpse reveals On a dim and distant hillside the wild horses racing yet, With the man from Snowy River at their heels.
And he ran them single-handed till their sides were white with foam. he followed like a bloodhound on their track, Till they halted cowed and beaten, then he turned their heads for home, And alone and unassisted brought them back. But his hardy mountain pony he could scarcely raise a trot, He was blood and from hip to shoulder from the spur; But his pluck was still undaunted, and his courage fiery hot, For never yet was mountain horse a cur.
And down by Kosciusko, where the pine-clad ridges raise Their torn and rugged battlements on high, Where the air is clear as crystal, and the white stars fairly blaze At midnight in the cold and frosty sky, And where around The Overflow the reed beds sweep and sway To the breezes, and the rolling plains are wide, The man from Snowy River is a household word today, And the stockmen tell the story of his ride.
Don’t get stuck in your head don’t think I’d be better off instead… don’t let the demons get to you don’t think it’s better if it’s new
I know it doesn’t seem so right when things get hard & a little tight but I think good’s worth a little fight after this dark comes a lot of light (I promise)
All that I could wish for you is a cease of suffering, aches, and flu this love, the wish for happiness so true and the desire for such joy to remain with fearlessness, absent any pain and a healthy, happy, stable mind a loving heart and neighbours kind
Don’t despair, my humble friend for we’re at beginning, not the end do not worry, do not hasten it’s only our drive, our pulses racing
Let’s enjoy the lust, the draw, the pull let’s unfasten our will, glass half full of wisdom, we wish, we want to escape this prison, ordinary existence, red tape
Somewhere between sex and fear this passion lies yet we’re too courageous so we thrive against all odds, mistakenly alone staring reluctantly at our phones aghast, embarrassed a hint of cowardice — shit
Don’t get stuck in your head we’re better off instead to enjoy this dance of life embracing opportunity with strife
I know it doesn’t seem so right that it should be left to you but in the interest of tradition I encourage thou come through
Don’t despair, my falling friend it’s just the beginning, follow the thread roll the dice, don’t flip the car please remember who you really are
it’s early still & even though I woke up not too long ago
I am spent
sometimes
you gotta turn the crank before you leave (early work) so you don’t bathroom yank like some horny pervert jerk
not me!
I am spent
so now I go to refill my wallet now on empty, whatever you call it hours worked for few cents cuz’ soon I’ll have to pay the rent still grateful for the place I live still grateful for opportunity to give even though it came to this little morning routine grift it’s only day’s beginning my arm’s tired, face is grinning
You have given me much I will cherish for years to come. Nothing I can keep in a box under my bed. No pictures to burn. Gifts far greater – ones I will carry with me life to life, like my pure love for you.
Patience.
Before I met you, it was rare to walk slowly through nature, and never would I think to name its parts. Waiting was a great torment. Sitting silent was near impossible. Then, you mixed your patient mind with mine.
Faith.
You challenged my beliefs constantly. A torture at the time, but such a gift to progress. This obstacle appeared to destroy our relationship, but served as a test I passed time and again. You helped me try each teaching until I had conviction in each one. I valued them more than temporary relationships. I would keep them at the cost of my life.
Love.
Though we did not know unconditional, we strove. I accepted love from you. And I found my happiness only in giving. For we can never take love for ourself from another. That will never cease suffering. Loving you has helped cease suffering. Loving all beings (even spiders) creates my happiness.
It is only in reflection that I can begin to understand that I was absolutely blessed by the Buddhas that my path be made meaningful and my travel swift. Thank you to Buddha, who appears as friend, family and foe to guide us from our misery.