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Poetry Video

Coming Back Together

Once upon a time
I had another life
I had another job
I was to be a wife
and when the whole damn world
thought to come crashing down
I put on my big girl pants
and turned up my music loud
so this other life dissolved
and that job did disappear
the man was just a con
so I faced the loneliness I feared
what a gift that was
because it led me to this place
where the feeling is familiar
though I’ve met a different face
I thought I’d lost the rhythm
I thought I’d lost the rhyme
but I’ve found the dance again
will you help me keep the time?
I just can’t fight this feeling
I just don’t have the will
you stirred the past in me
and ignited the music’s thrill
and though the past’s behind
and the future’s quite unclear
one thing is for certain
I’m letting go of this damn fear


I recorded the poem Come Together (2021) – check it out on Youtube now, or revisit the original post to read along.

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Music Poetry Video

Hit Me | V7

can’t stand
this life on repeat
can’t stand
when past lives meet
can’t stand
a repetitive motion
or this god-forsaken devotion
I can hardly stand so little
that I can barely brag
how I roll with these hard punches
every moment, each goddamn day
yet I can’t really complain
for my path is so pure
I can only rejoice
and slight suffering endure
still if I could
I’d give just one last stand
for a night – or a moment –
of holding your hand
because I
can’t stand
this life on repeat
can’t stand
when past lives meet
& these silly lives just can’t remember
all prior moments tender
and choose to accept defeat
can’t stand
this should be me


Music: “I Turn My Camera On” by Rock Kills Kid
Video & Editing: K. Samways

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Music Poetry Video

Affliction | V6


you say, winter is coming
I say, it’s already here
you see I yearn to fight
I see you learned to fear

we both are afflicted
we both are afraid
we both wish to flee
so all delusions we obey

incurable and debilitating
until, a cure IS found
release the attachment
or crash to the ground

you say, winter is here
I say, it’s already passing
you see I yearn to love
yet it’s pain I’m amassing

we both fight affliction
we both shall be set free
we both feel the spark
but just you hold the key

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Video Visual Artwork

Oily CRUSH | V5

Sometimes words do not come. Sometimes energy comes. 💃 Movement comes. Colours come. And feelings come.
And sometimes the feeling is 🔥🔥🔥

See how I (sometimes) start a new painting. Enjoy the wash. 💦

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Poetry Video

I wanted to leave | V4

the longer we willingly partake
the stronger our attachment grows

the more we grasp samsara’s pleasures
the more suffering we know

when will we learn
it’s time to go


Music: “I Wanted to Leave” by SYML
Video & Editing: K. Samways

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Music Saturday Expressions Video

Obscurity | Session 16

Video & Poem inspired by “Her & The Sea,” song by CLANN


Uncertain are the times
unknown is the plot
does the shadow ever darken
where time cannot be bought

we hasten t’wards our doom
driven by attachment’s whip
we medicate our gloom
dying in delusions’ grip

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Poetry Video

On and On | V3

I should sleep
but time is fleeting
so when visions creep
I bow in greeting

the storms have come
and the rain it pours
what little I get
leaves me wanting more

I thought I found freedom
but only suffering comes
I long to escape —
but the feeling goes on, and on


Music: “The Feeling” by Lost Frequencies
Video & Editing: K. Samways

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Music Poetry Saturday Expressions Video

In My Mind | Session 15

Lately I’ve been back in the forest, capturing a fraction of my experiences. Here is glimpse of my visions that demanded to be expressed to the music of CLANN. See the Youtube channel for more.

May your Saturday be filled with love, joy and expression!


In my mind

though light will rise,
first darkness falls
at the faerie court
they see it all

understanding should not
be confused with power
in the deathless state
we fearlessly devour

delusions


Music: “The Faerie Court (Under Sun)” by CLANN
Video & Editing: K. Samways

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Poetry Thirsty Thursday Video

Thirsty for Nature | V2

what need have I
for touch of yours
when ‘cross my skin
this water pours

absorbed in icy creek
or embraced by steamy tub
I don’t miss your hands
when sultry bubbles rub

breezy leaves float gently down
to lucious forest floor below
to the music of nature, sensuous sound
I meditate and let my wisdom grow


Music: “Drippin” by SaQi, WORTH, & The Human Experience
Video & Editing: K. Samways

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Dreams Poetry Video

A Strange Feeling | V1

something there
and something not
something cold
and something hot

a fingernail stroked down your back
a moldy sandwich in your pack
enough of this, it’s time to go
it’s all a dream, I thought you’d know


Music: “Caves” by CLANN
Video & Editing: K. Samways