My dreams are getting weirder.
02.04.21
My dreams are getting weirder.
02.04.21
I still lack discipline.
12.26.20
Everything is contaminated.
06.08.20
The space between 1 and 2 is the
same infinite quality as between 2 and 3
Not the same space
different aspects
Yes the same nature
infinite
∞
Is only intolerable in the city
In the country it is relished
Under the shade of friends
Oak, sycamore and cedar
(If only I could be near her)
The heat
Is only intolerable
In the skyscraped city
Though sometimes pretty
Reflecting sunlight and cloud
Against brilliant glass backdrops
The perfect selfie studio
Good cell reception
Radiating from magnetic towers
(I still smell her flowers)
In the forest it is relished,
And we see life grow,
Hiking through heavy fragrance
just hanging
in the air
Without a care, afternoons
permeated with water breaks
we didn’t all die from
the heat
but there were other dangers
(The loss is difficult to bear)
The heat is
only intolerable
in the city
Where it clings to and delivers
Dumpster smells, sidewalk-fried vomit
Makes that much more objectionable
The masturbation in the subway
And the skin-pressed embrace of the public transit stranger
or do we see that anymore?
It has us hidden away in homes,
And air conditioned cafes
Appearing separate and unhappy
though we suffer sweaty swamp-ass
just the same – begging for marketers
to quench our summer-thirst,
cool?
(Missing mindfulness, I am the fool)
By the lakeside, the heat is relished
Finally the sun forgives bathers,
Bestowing hot sand and tanlines,
Quick dry towels and the joy of popsicles
Everything cold is that much more enjoyed,
Pleasure derived from sticky drippings
Freezies, creamsicles, ice cream cones –
Eleven dollar lemonade is for the city-sufferers
(Again, I would suffer her)
The heat is only intolerable in the city
without natural escape
Less those that die, burdened by
The thick, hot weight of smoggy air
Suffocating dwellers here
Folks willing to pay anything for different external conditions
Desperate to escape
to another’s arms, bearing summer’s dawn
to a heat that’s loved, cherished in evening’s temperate shadow
cast long over the fire pit, as memories
toasting marshmallows late into the night
Sleeping under the stars,
waking in the dew
(A fire still burns for you)
Seems a lot of people can read numbers but can’t actually add them up.