By K. Samways, 2021
Things that were difficult to clean
used to be household staples
Now they are replaced
by smooth and glossy electronics
attracting dust within a square metre radius
making for more efficient chore sessions
We are like quick machines
switching from one task to another
only able to keep an instruction in our mind
for a very brief time
because we must keep
switching
switching
switching
on and off
to this and that
repeat, correct mistakes
respond, complete task
submit
submit
submit
Our sleep is restless
and we no longer question our dreams
or if we do
It is in private, a shy task abandoned
before a journal entry is made on a public platform
until a journal entry is censored on a public platform
and we cry when no one reads our diaries
how unfair
how unjust
how unliked
We are like quick machines
lacking responsibility for our actions
for we were merely programmed by our society
conditioned by the ones we loved
so we are okay with it
because we call it
normal
normal
normal
and if we are not normal, what will others label us?
what would I label myself?
Would I call myself
nice
kind
patient
Do you wonder what was in a woman’s mind
as she dusted her house each day
undistracted by Spotify or cell phone cry
surely not everyone was seduced by day-drinking
and of course they had
morals
morals
morals
What was contemplated? Was it the same as
our current curse?
relentless, mean and negative
thoughts
thoughts
thoughts
If I am like a quick machine
conditioned by culture
groomed by carrot and stick seduction
a good girl’s malediction
only one thing would be
worse
worse
worse
And that would be to waste this opportunity
to instead program my minds to be
peace
peace
peace
love
love
love
joy
joy
joy
So I have filled my house
with objects that I need to
detail and clean with a fine tooth brush
so that I might learn to
focus
focus
focus
And to fill my heart
With precious living beings
I need to cherish and
love
love
love
To begin to set things straight, I clean my house
and my mind simultaneously
no status update needed