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Dreams Poetry Saturday Expressions

stuck in a strange dream

something pours forth
more than drip coffee-
stained teeth talking
     tra la la la laughing
                    nodding
friendship observed from far away
as an outcast
           is poor and pushed      away
like an empty cup
                                           discarded

having been discarded
something pours forth
  more than sour milk-
              tangy untold tastes
as the flavour demands to remain
   unexplored, as exploded flora
   unconsumed, as the lucky
and avoided, not to be poured
           into unsuspecting ears
      as poison

it’s unnerving to see the world’s poison
        having been discarded
     something pours forth
more than oceans of nectar
         higher than the salt rising tides
of melted glaciers
         racing t’ward our eyes
burying our thighs
       dragging us down, down, down
underneath oceans of hectic thoughts
tightening internal knots
as we struggle to purify the winds
         not absolved
              our will is pinned

a longing has my mind pinned
it’s unnerving to see the world’s poison
        having been discarded
     something pours forth
a yearning, misunderstood
     in a brave new world
             where craving has been replaced with the misery of immediate gratification
more like instant suffocation
erasure of the will to live
when we have nothing to live for
and absent meaning, blame and cry
without the need to sleep at night
enlisting a maid-service
to tuck us into final slumber
of course, without finality
           we are merely mistaken

when all conception is mistaken
           to whom can we turn for truth
a longing has my mind pinned
it’s unnerving to see the world’s poison
        having been discarded
something pours forth
         a quiet stream of mourning
like the coo of doves
             but unrelenting as the suffering
as below, so above
     and though I thought a perfect fit
samsara is no glove
and as much as I search and search
        here one finds no love

so we develop great compassion and love
      and become these pure minds because
when all conception is mistaken
           to whom can we turn for truth
a longing has my mind pinned
it’s unnerving to see the world’s poison
        having been discarded
something pours forth
a breaking open has released
     a destruction of self cherishing
       a fountain of new belief
         an altruistic motivation
           a happiness now streams
makes me wonder why we stay stuck
           in these haunting dreams
    when we could just wake up!

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Poetry

secured, or

so fixed
      that it must be broken
a lingering autumn leaf
      dances in the early spring breeze
across heavy wet snow
      I do not move like the detritus
I am weighty as the H2O
      taking its restrictive form
I am rigid, taught
      hyper and attentive, tense
so unmoving
      that it is demanded
I should jostle, jive, and bend
      so unnerving is the stillness
it is begged that it should end
      fractured to fix
set fast so as to slow
      unseen fantasies
that have set my world aglow
      at last I’m untethered
by lives not bettered
      with no grasp at destiny
who could deny the lineage of events
      this moment depends upon!
how could we give up
      unfixing the withdrawn
and with intention create
      causes lacking such hesitation

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Poetry Thirsty Thursday

Selfish self love

It is tempting to allow
false flattery to ripen pride,
despite our knowledge
that it’s born from a lie

It is tempting to perform
false charity to improve
a meaningless reputation –
what rock of suffering moved?

Self-cherishing is our sickness
the mind of a sneaky bastard
cunningly leading us to evil business
until virtuous focus is mastered

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Poetry

New Moon Energy

Pisces new moon low
brings end to dreamy season
leaving wistful glow

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Poetry

The Muse Revisits

Every spring,
            the muse returns with energy
     to her castle
     to open the secret corridors
     closed up all winter
                 –            only she knows
     the secluded passageways
hidden behind tapestry
             beneath growth
             between books

In spring she dares to whisper
    for winter’s fortress, now melted away
       lays her skin’s secrets bare
               her privacy tethered in silk      
    translucent in the light
                   hair of gold, breast of milk
       lips are loose, hips tight
  sins of youth, wrongs right
she kisses the mind
                   and spins her threads
                       day into night

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Poetry

Wild reflex

I am a wild animal
a structure is like a cage
I do not feel free in imagination
there is no longing to belong

I feel imprisoned by this other vision
I feel the enclosure around me
there was no escape
I must escape

I was once wild
the habits are hard to shake
the imprints are deep-rooted
though only small seedlings at surface
I am ruled by fear and concern
I long to run, having never learned

I am waiting to be released
like an animal waits
forgetting I have hands
forgetting I have keys

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Poetry

Obsession

grabs my attention
quick to hold fascination
locked in, samsara

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Photography Saturday Expressions Visual Artwork

Noir: a collection of three poems & thirteen paintings

Noir, a haiku

my world holds a truth
black and white; or right and wrong
hinge on intention

Shadows, a haiku

Form, inseparable
from its shadow, dark, which is
dependent on light

Rainbows, a haiku

dependent effect
light, water and cloud appear
seven colours clear

Noir: A small collection of spilled ink pieces, photographed on a sunny day

Heathen
Time for a cry
Concern
Flushed
Bang bang
Sick from the medicine
Sus
Low brow gal
Facing the darkness
Caught in the rain
Watch my back
Someplace else
Chin up
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Good Fortune Poetry

Unlucky


Good luck is non transferable –
even by charm.

Bad luck, on the other hand,
is completely sharable –
it’s cause for alarm!

Our addiction to misery
increases our suffering
our willingness to spread sorrow
keeps our happiness buffering

We exhaust our good karma
and make few more good effects
ostensibly wasting
what little time we have left

Action and effect,
so easy to contemplate
moment by moment
evidence reveals our fate
seems silly to hesitate
we don’t have the time to wait

Running always to our suffering
with attachment our choking leash
inappropriate attention manifesting
the nonsensical stories we must cease
for karmic seeds mix with these delusions
and quickly appear intense pain
prompting us to commit the same!
with familiarity our curse,
          and self-cherishing our bane

We must break the uncontrolled cycle
with continuous purification
and a strong determination
to realize our destiny,
        this karmic mind chemistry

Otherwise we will continue to suffer
unluckily, again and again
      by our own hand
while we keep blaming others

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Poetry

Precipitation

Spring rain washes ‘way
last year’s odd residuals
feelings that won’t stay